I just have to give a sincere thank you and applause to the amazing Drew Ignacio for taking the time to bring me in his studio and put up with my noob ass for over 700 shots. We accomplished 6-7 looks and I am more than satisfied with the results. Drew Ignacio is not only amazing, but he is extremely talented in his craft. He directed me the whole way through, remained patient and encouraging as I battled with my insecurities to even get in certain outfits and poses.
I remember one look in particular that was extremely challenging for me. I walked on set in my lingerie and telling myself 'ok, I can do this'.. after all, both my photographer and personal assistant made me extremely comfortable from the start. But it wasn't until I was directed to get on the floor and pose sitting up that I really began to fight myself from backing out. Now you would think that sitting up is not a big deal right? ...WRONG. When you have a body like mine, stretch marks and extra skin from my pregnancy... sitting position is not exactly the most flattering way to expose your body, especially in an outfit that reveals your stomach.
My stomach has always been my most vulnerable flaw. I felt inferior behind the camera. All the great shots we previously took ultimately meant nothing once I envisioned in my head how bad this look was going to turn out. I whined, I almost cried, I fought with Drew about how I didn't think that it would be a good idea.. but rest assured, him and my personal assistant both reminded and reassured me of how beautiful I was, how I looked fine, and how everything would be okay. Soon enough, the set was over and it was on to the next...
I just have to really emphasize how important it is to have a great team and support system on your side. For anyone who is getting into modeling, bring an escort, a personal assistant, and work with a reputable photographer that you are comfortable with. It was almost like having my own personal cheerleaders rooting for me the whole way through.
Thank you, Drew, for an amazing first experience. You have allowed me to step behind a camera, bright lights and all, and feel beautiful, as every woman and man deserves to. It was truly a humbling experience and has motivated me to continue this journey.
I remember one look in particular that was extremely challenging for me. I walked on set in my lingerie and telling myself 'ok, I can do this'.. after all, both my photographer and personal assistant made me extremely comfortable from the start. But it wasn't until I was directed to get on the floor and pose sitting up that I really began to fight myself from backing out. Now you would think that sitting up is not a big deal right? ...WRONG. When you have a body like mine, stretch marks and extra skin from my pregnancy... sitting position is not exactly the most flattering way to expose your body, especially in an outfit that reveals your stomach.
My stomach has always been my most vulnerable flaw. I felt inferior behind the camera. All the great shots we previously took ultimately meant nothing once I envisioned in my head how bad this look was going to turn out. I whined, I almost cried, I fought with Drew about how I didn't think that it would be a good idea.. but rest assured, him and my personal assistant both reminded and reassured me of how beautiful I was, how I looked fine, and how everything would be okay. Soon enough, the set was over and it was on to the next...
I just have to really emphasize how important it is to have a great team and support system on your side. For anyone who is getting into modeling, bring an escort, a personal assistant, and work with a reputable photographer that you are comfortable with. It was almost like having my own personal cheerleaders rooting for me the whole way through.
Thank you, Drew, for an amazing first experience. You have allowed me to step behind a camera, bright lights and all, and feel beautiful, as every woman and man deserves to. It was truly a humbling experience and has motivated me to continue this journey.
Visit Drew Ignacio's website at http://drewignacio.com for more pictures of his work. He is also a wedding and event photographer, so if you are looking for someone to capture those special moments for that special occasion, please book him -- you won't regret it, I promise!
You can see more of the pictures from the set in my portfolio available upon request. Leave a comment with your email and I'll be glad to send you a link. :)
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